you could probably draw a line down the middle of me.
this is my ongoing battle--
differentiating between the spirit (intuition) and the soul (thoughts, emotions).
but please don't fear for me!
or pity that i don't walk surefooted in the Christian Faith.
my Creator knows where i am, and my heart is wide open.
i feel happier and more at Peace with myself than i ever have.
i don't guess i've ever allowed myself time to really get to know ME.
me outside of a relationship.
me outside of the agony of coming out of the relationship.
i am finally at peace with the hard decisions i've had to make these past few years.
not nostalgia or pain free... but at peace.
i am on a life-journey anew.